Responsibilities Which Killed The Desires
When I was 3, I used to say that i will become a pilot in the future whenever someone ask about my future goals. When I got 14, plans changed, now the pilot turned into engineer. When I went for admission in engineering college, I wanted to do the Computer Science Engineering and wanted to become a hacker. But my father forced me into Mechanical Engineering under the social influence saying the scope is better in this field and you will get a secure future and your life will be settled for good.
I was very bad at my academics. I am actually. Got poor grades and backlogs became a regular habit for me. It didn’t took long for my father to realise that their decision was wrong. Although, somehow i managed to complete my engineering with lowest eligible criteria for any future requirement.
My father keep saying all time
Nothing is impossible to do. You just have to try and give your best
He struggled a lot in his life. My grandfather passed away because of cancer when my father was very young. He is youngest of all his brothers and sisters and yet most responsible person in the whole family. He never wanted the same life for me and in fear of that he experimented with mine. But me being me, I never failed my father. He always wanted the best for me. Never wanted to spoil me with doing anything over the limit and never made me feel under stated either. Always kept balance of the things i need.
I just had regret of one thing that i didn’t get to live the life i dreamt of. But i do not regret it anymore. I am not dependent on my father for my financial aids which was my ultimate goal. I am still an engineering student, a blogger, a freelancer and i am the LOUD SPEAKER!! Never want to settle for little. I just wanna create my own on my own and make it big. After all dreams will only be fulfilled when you dare to dream them and take steps in the right direction.